it is suddenly 5:20 AM. why do i do this to myself T__T

it is suddenly 5:20 AM. why do i do this to myself T__T

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I am getting a little choked up right now, hahah. I blame lack of sleep. I’ll put this under a read more so that you are not subjected to my insomniac rambling about the importance of this Sim.
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I’ve wrote a good handful of Sim stories, both successful and ones that haven’t made it past the first chapter. But never in the (almost) seven years of doing so have I ever grown such an attachment to a story as I did to Lost in Blue. In fact, I blame it for most of my failings - the stories that followed only ever seemed to shine half as bright. I just loved that little story, okay?! It was cute, it was stupid, it was hella inaccurate as far as facts go, but there was just something about it. I’m reading it now (haha, I have it printed out) and it’s so terribly written that I can’t help but laugh. I started writing it when I was 15, and finished it three years later. Crazy o__o
I remember finishing it too. I VOWED I’d never re-read a single word of it again - after toiling away on it for three years, I was sick of it.
But now, almost two years have since passed and I miss it. Not only as a Sims story, but as a story. 
I think I found a summer project :D If I go through with it (likely) I will create a separate blog. I already have incendies going on (which won’t suffer, seeing as this story is already written) so it would be a little busy. 
So much needs to change. It kills me, but I might even change some of the main characters. Including this guy - THE main character. Unfortunately, the idea of Kei Takayama has strayed so far from the original character in LIB because of RP that I think I need to start fresh.
I’m going to create one more character, and then it’s lights out for me!

I am getting a little choked up right now, hahah. I blame lack of sleep. I’ll put this under a read more so that you are not subjected to my insomniac rambling about the importance of this Sim.

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i’m not crying………
it’s just been raining…………..
on my face

i’m not crying………

it’s just been raining…………..

on my face

tagged as:  sims 3    sims    ts3    you guys don't understand    hahaha    
if you can actually guess who this is supposed to be (hint hint way back in the sims 2 exchange days), then you get all the awards. she’s a wip but….so close.
(i’m secretly crying, this is so wrong but so right.)

if you can actually guess who this is supposed to be (hint hint way back in the sims 2 exchange days), then you get all the awards. she’s a wip but….so close.

(i’m secretly crying, this is so wrong but so right.)

tagged as:  sims 3    sims    ts3    NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT    CALM DOWN HILLARY    
i am so tired .-.

i am so tired .-.

tagged as:  sims 3    sims    ts3    gdi i think i already posted this    
geeZUZ i am struggling with writing tonight. so i’m going to………………not. haha.

geeZUZ i am struggling with writing tonight. so i’m going to………………not. haha.

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He’s quick to say, “Sure,” but she’s even quicker to toss out the name of a bar down town. She does the math: past lovers (or something along those lines), drunk, temptation seeping through the walls, covering couches and counter tops and hell, even the floor. She didn’t want that, not for them, but it’s just the way things were.
Instead, they go to Finn’s, a bar with stale air that no amount of bleach could ever remove because it had sunk into the walls, the floor, even the people there. It wasn’t dirty - just stale. But Jane liked it there nonetheless - everyone, from the patrons to the staff, moved at a beautifully leisurely pace. There was no rush at Finn’s, and certainly no temptation to be found in the cratered surface of the bar counter and squeaky purple stools.

He’s quick to say, “Sure,” but she’s even quicker to toss out the name of a bar down town. She does the math: past lovers (or something along those lines), drunk, temptation seeping through the walls, covering couches and counter tops and hell, even the floor. She didn’t want that, not for them, but it’s just the way things were.

Instead, they go to Finn’s, a bar with stale air that no amount of bleach could ever remove because it had sunk into the walls, the floor, even the people there. It wasn’t dirty - just stale. But Jane liked it there nonetheless - everyone, from the patrons to the staff, moved at a beautifully leisurely pace. There was no rush at Finn’s, and certainly no temptation to be found in the cratered surface of the bar counter and squeaky purple stools.

tagged as:  I HAVEN'T WROTE IN A WEEK SO IT'S REALLY FORCED haha    sims 3    sims    ts3    incendies    
man, i have a bunch of pictures to retouch - and laundry T_T - to do by tomorrow morning, and i don’t wanna!
once i’m done all this stuff i’ll post what i took last night. heh, here is a remake of the bartender - he was a she (chelsea something?)but i like him! far from my normal style though. 
i might remake a bunch of townies and then put them up for download. maybe? 

man, i have a bunch of pictures to retouch - and laundry T_T - to do by tomorrow morning, and i don’t wanna!

once i’m done all this stuff i’ll post what i took last night. heh, here is a remake of the bartender - he was a she (chelsea something?)but i like him! far from my normal style though. 

i might remake a bunch of townies and then put them up for download. maybe? 

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took some pictures, but it’s 3 AM and though I have it written in my head, getting it typed is a different matter.
plus i have a photoshoot at 9 AM tomorrow.
and then a job interview at 9 AM the next day.
C R Y I N G.

took some pictures, but it’s 3 AM and though I have it written in my head, getting it typed is a different matter.

plus i have a photoshoot at 9 AM tomorrow.

and then a job interview at 9 AM the next day.

C R Y I N G.

tagged as:  if i wasn't an athiest i'd be praying right now    sims 3    sims    ts3    jane    
I was totally lying when I said I was going to get things done.

I was totally lying when I said I was going to get things done.

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Lenore likes to wear wigs.

Lenore likes to wear wigs.

tagged as:  sims 3    sims    ts3    lenore    i wanna introduce her ;-;    
love/hate your stupid face.
man, tonight i think i’m just going to write. i want to be in game but i haven’t wrote in a solid week. so maybe i’ll have updates.
maybe not. haha.

love/hate your stupid face.

man, tonight i think i’m just going to write. i want to be in game but i haven’t wrote in a solid week. so maybe i’ll have updates.

maybe not. haha.

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this decorating shit is gettin’ old.

this decorating shit is gettin’ old.

tagged as:  sims 3    sims    ts3    interior    
[kind of lame, but i like them :}]

[kind of lame, but i like them :}]

tagged as:  sneaky sneak    sims 3    sims    ts3    
h8 decorating

h8 decorating

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